Barbara: ur at aol right?
Barbara: ur email
Barbara: o ok
Barbara: i have somthing funny i need to send to u
Barbara: did u post pics of the kitties?
BigDog6700: haven't been able to get a hold of my sis
Barbara: did u dress up today
BigDog6700: I was only willing to do pajama day
BigDog6700: I have 0 school spirit
BigDog6700: I don't like the people there overall
BigDog6700: they're shallow and hurtful
Barbara: wheres there?
Barbara: not all
BigDog6700: of course not
BigDog6700: but overall
BigDog6700: I have no faith in humanity
Barbara: well, i luv ya
BigDog6700: :- P
Barbara: r u doing any karate?or sports?
BigDog6700: no, I don't do sports, don't have the mentality for it
Barbara: so have u read the whole far side yet?
BigDog6700: a while ago
Barbara: the WHOLE thing?
BigDog6700: it takes like a week
BigDog6700: it's only what....
BigDog6700: 4386 comics right?
BigDog6700: yeah, don't be surprsied
BigDog6700: I've read over 1,000,000 panels of comics on the internet
BigDog6700: at least
Barbara: well, i guess im not
BigDog6700: I've gotten into something called "webcomics"
BigDog6700: I read them all the time
Barbara: u have oddles of time
BigDog6700: and they update on a weekly of several times weekly
BigDog6700: so I read tons of 'em
Barbara: omg, do u read homestar
BigDog6700: and of course I'm a stickler for the gushy love stories :-[
BigDog6700: homestar is a webtoon
BigDog6700: flash animations
BigDog6700: and yes, I've seen all the homestar runner cartoons
BigDog6700: I also know every secret in it
BigDog6700: in stong bad's "dragon" e-mail
BigDog6700: click on the 'R' that Strong Mad is carving into the desk and the nest "student" is homsar
Barbara: wow, im a hopeless romantic hehe that was the only thing i was good at in improv
Barbara: just how much time u spend online or at ur network and such
BigDog6700: basically all the time that I'm not doing homework
Barbara: ok i do't wanna sound weird, but y do u spend all this time online when u chould b
out doing stuff?
BigDog6700: because I don't have friends to do stuff with and I don't like to spend money out by myself
Barbara: i no that, but u must have some friends, r ppl really as mean as they were in pyle?
BigDog6700: no, but they still don't want to just hang out with me
BigDog6700: I mean we're boring people
BigDog6700: it's what makes us "us!"
BigDog6700: so what would we do together?
Barbara: whose boring?
BigDog6700: myself and the people who hang out with me
BigDog6700: we have the same interests and spend our days the same way
BigDog6700: you can only really dicuss internet and video games so much, you know?
Barbara: but the world is not just made up of net vid games
Barbara: u have diif. interests
BigDog6700: yeah, but we don't hang out because that's what we do, so we don't end up getting anything new to do
Barbara: and ur friends do to
BigDog6700: I have to jet
BigDog6700: I'll be back in a bit
Barbara: so baseicaaly u dont care?
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BigDog6700: it's not that I don't care, it's that I have no faith in people
Barbara: but u must, how can u not?
BigDog6700: have faith in people?
BigDog6700: what's your quetion here?
Barbara: faith in ppl
BigDog6700: I lack it
BigDog6700: I believe that humanity is doomed
BigDog6700: people are stupid
BigDog6700: and unfortunately
BigDog6700: it's going to be proved when Geroge Bush Wins the election
Barbara: so ur stupid?
BigDog6700: no, people in general are stupid
BigDog6700: I myself am indeed stupid in many ways to other people
BigDog6700: like I can't identify cars or guns in catalogs
BigDog6700: or anything to do with sports
Barbara: other pll who r also stupid
BigDog6700: and people in a lot of places would call me stupid for that
BigDog6700: but the one thing I don't lack in is common sence
BigDog6700: which, to my great dismay, people, in general, don't seem to have it
Barbara: well, thats good
BigDog6700: which in my book is the greatest kind of stupidity of all
Barbara: what do u mean ppl in general? how many ppl do u no? tr there more ppl whold make
fun of u or like u?
BigDog6700: let's put it this way:
people who do things like smoke, vote for bush, and a bunch of other things are just, in my opinion stupid
Barbara: ok fine a argee all ppl r weird in there own why
BigDog6700: if not just un-informed
Barbara: but thats what makes u u
BigDog6700: I'M NOT SAYING PEOPLE ARE WEIRD!!!
BigDog6700: FUCKING LISTEN TO ME!
PEOPLE ARE STUPID.
BigDog6700: people hand in expired coupons and requirew to speak to the manager: STUPID
Barbara: STUPID is not the right word here
BigDog6700: people who go out and post racial slurs: STUPID
Barbara: a action might b stupid
Barbara: but not a person
BigDog6700: for god's sake a lack of faith in humanity imples that a persons actions represent who they are.
BigDog6700: sure one action may be stupid and I'm not basing my analysis on that
BigDog6700: I'm basing it on people who do things like set cans of gasoline on fire for fun like 15 times before it blows up in their faces and
they learn their lesson
BigDog6700: people who don't learn from other people
BigDog6700: people who can't learn from example
Barbara: good point
BigDog6700: people who have the same problem over and over and can't figure out whats wrong when it's with themselves
BigDog6700: look: you can't disprove me here
BigDog6700: it's ingraved in my brain
BigDog6700: I've seen it a million times and I'll see it a million times more
BigDog6700: I have a job where I'll explain something and then they'll ask me the same question again
BigDog6700: people are fucking morons
Barbara: SOME ppl
BigDog6700: MOST people
BigDog6700: there are very few who actaully have the capacity to learn from mistakes
BigDog6700: and that's why I say people are stupid
Barbara: is that a fact?
BigDog6700: in my mind yes
BigDog6700: in yours: probibly not
BigDog6700: but that's a basis in faith which can't really be shaken
Barbara: no, it isnt but i guess i do no what ur saying
BigDog6700: yes it is
BigDog6700: it's all what you chose to believe in
Barbara: have u ever joined any school clubs?
BigDog6700: I'm in tech crew
BigDog6700: I also intern for the school
Barbara: Do u like spending all this time esentially isolateing ur self?
Barbara: ary just thin
Barbara: sry just thinking*
BigDog6700: I enjoy my time alone sometimes
Barbara: meaning not all the time?
Barbara: meaning u would rather be out w/ friends, even though ur an introvert, i think, but u
spend all this time reading net cartoons, which is not gonns help u or do anything, they might b
funny, but not exciting, so really u should get out more, exercize(hehe it also makes u feel better)
and get more friends talk to ppl, ignore the other, persure ur intrests, im sry if im rambleing but its
thier problem not urs, ur a great guy and im sure even better now that were in HS, u might get
angry w/ me but its I.M
BigDog6700: sure, it's true I'm an introvert in many respects, but at the same time I don't enjoy people's company most of the time
BigDog6700: I'd like someone who's intellectual, but at the same time, they have to be interesting enough to talk to
BigDog6700: the main issue is my lack of conversation material, not theirs
Barbara: making no sence what so ever, ya
Barbara: y would u have a lack of matieral?
BigDog6700: what would I talk about?
Barbara: ur funny, smart, read all of the far side, enjoy aniame, no tons about comps.. etc.
BigDog6700: I don't do anything interesting enough to talk about and when I do it's normally already on my blog
BigDog6700: and really
BigDog6700: talking about stuff like anime and farside can only go so far
Barbara: i know
BigDog6700: and what do you say about that kinda stuff?
BigDog6700: you can't really talk about tv
Barbara: oh, yes u can
Barbara: its not a very interesting topic to me..
Barbara: but it is to some ppl
BigDog6700: it's not really something you can talk about for any kind of extended period though
Barbara: u dont u have anything to talk about?
BigDog6700: like what?
BigDog6700: I'm a depressing person when I come out with "real" things to talk about
Barbara: u r?
Barbara: how so?
BigDog6700: have you ever read my stories?
BigDog6700: my life is sad and dull
Barbara: well,ok what do u thin
BigDog6700: what do I think about what?
Barbara: y do u think ur so depreesing?
BigDog6700: because I've lived a rather sad life in general
Barbara: ur life DOES NOT have to b sad and dull
BigDog6700: the circumstances that make my life sad are out of my control
Barbara: i know but u don
BigDog6700: it's dull because I alienate myself
Barbara: look positively
Barbara: not alienate ur self, unless u really want to, but i dont think u do
BigDog6700: who'd want to alienate themselves?
BigDog6700: I've just picked up too much cynisim in life and I'm a failure in social interaction
Barbara: ok, sad things r out of ur control?, then just say that, if o do somthing u can feel guilt
but not if it is o
Barbara: out of ur control
BigDog6700: I don't feel guilt, it's just makes me a cynical person that's all
Barbara: y do u think ur a social f
BigDog6700: because I don't really get much father than the hello and intro conversation
BigDog6700: I'm not an interesting person underneath the surface
Barbara: u coulda fooled me
BigDog6700: what do I do that's interesting outside of somputers
Barbara: well, father, stepmom, still love them but if that is all the attention they give, trying
again and again iant worth it bc they wont change
BigDog6700: kinda incoherent there
Barbara: well they might change
Barbara: i really gtg do hw really wish i could talk more:'(bye!
Barbara signed off at 5:30:54 PM.